Author: Kajal
Hello there, Kajal here! I started blogging in September, 2018. It was purely random as I needed a space to pour my heart and thoughts out. This place is like my safe heaven where I let my fingers and feelings run free to curate poems and to rant about things that are bothering my thoughts. My journey here has been bittersweet and wonderful at the same time. But because of all the love I receive here, I keep coming back to read and to write.You all have been great support and advicers to me and I'm really grateful. Your feedback, emails and comments keep the mermaid inside me going :)
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Poetry on my skin.
Proud on
shallow connections,
You thrive to earn,
All this fake affection,
Can’t be a good turn.
You ask me to fly,
But I don’t want wings,
My aim is already high,
I don’t need your things.
Your energy
revolves around the greed,
My strength
floats within trees.
Stop suggesting me to read,
I don’t want your aura,
please.
You want me to dive in sea,
I don’t care
about virtue or sin.
Oh dear!
You can’t tame me,
It’s poetry,
written on my skin.
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Brown world
Those deep brown eyes
Held my gaze,
He spoke to me
In million different ways.
I have loved blue
But brown felt more appealing,
Galaxies within him
Filled me with feelings.
Those twinkling eyes
Made me freeze,
His scent was floating
In the cold breeze.
A brown world
Took over my senses,
With his eyes
He took away my oceans.
Walking through the empty streets,
Behind all the crumbling sheets,
Listening to my beasts,
Crying, on repeat.
I know every flower of ceiling,
Stumbling under the weight of feelings,
Tired of kneeling,
Waiting for arrival of healing.
My fan is moving,
My vision is disproving,
All the voices are fooling,
Only pain here, is blooming.
I forgot to turn off the light,
Everything seems quite,
At least,
I’m not alone in this fight,
All my fears are here,
By my right.
Alice and the rabbit hole,
You’re making me feel whole.
Sleeping beauty and spindle,
I’m drowning in your dimple.
Aladdin and the lamp,
You’re my heart’s stamp.
Elsa and her magic,
World can be better, just imagine.
Me and you,
I want this to be true.
I know,
There are consequences
of loving forbidden things,
But you’re the only one
who can bring back spring.
Wolves are hollowing at the peak,
Birds going total freak.
Is this reality or a dream?
I can sense some subtle screams.
Intense, destructive and cold breeze,
Is this city on the verge to freeze?
I may sound off, i may sound mad,
But this clime is, really bad.
In a blink of eye,
Earth started to cry,
Increasing it’s load,
Sky started to explode.
I am forced to run as the rain begun,
Hail stones are no more fun.
Its hard to breathe under such intense shower,
Nature never fails to prove its power!
Whole place is covered in white pebbles,
Weather really is, on another level.
I never wanted to witness hailstorm,
Maybe its safe inside the dorm.
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Pain is pain
Every time you’re hurt,
You keep coming,
Your heart,
is a heart,
Others have machines,
just running.
I’m sick of these guess games,
Haven’t you got any other to blame?
Please, stop these claims,
Your agony is a result of,
your own flames.
Kept pushing me,
Whenever I offered help.
Now, when you are drowning in sea,
You choose to Yelp?
I too, have a soul,
But you kept digging hole,
Stop roaming around,
comparing loss or gain.
Regardless of intensity,
pain is pain.
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Death’s poem
You shall see me,
Where these horizons meet.
Stay here, quite,
Please, have a seat.
To end your sufferings,
I have come a long way.
I promise to take your pain
Sorrows and all desires away.
You have served the sphere,
During these days.
You still are unaware,
Of world’s greatest ways.
Don’t strain, come,
Accept these vacations.
Oh, mortal!
I, indeed, am the final destination.
_ Death.
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Mermaid’s Tale
I met this guy on the shore,
He was cool, funny
and something more.
Bright ocean blue eyes
and a strong jawline,
With a height, almost fine.
Golden hair, perfect lips,
He was roaming
around the ships.
Due to shore’s haze
My whole body shuddered
under his gaze.
He motioned towards me
and opened his arms,
For the first time,
I really felt protected,
safe and warm.
He stayed for few days
and I was all his,
Ocean was warning me,
through the fizz.
I started to believe in love
He gifted me a pair of dove.
He believed in dreams,
so I gave him a dream catcher,
Was not aware,
he was a snatcher.
During one night,
we were sitting on the rock,
This time,
Instead of me he was staring at the clock.
I knew a mermaid
was not allowed to fall
But this love
really was moon’s call.
Ripping ocean’s lap,
He left with his ship,
And I still miss him
with every flip.
I learned his past
present
desires to fly,
The way he sounds
when his demons cry.
His scent,
voice,
fears,
Love, was divine.
I wanted to claim and
make him mine.
Under the moonlight,
on heart’s call,
I was ready to breakdown
my heart’s wall.
Everything was perfect
and fine,
until I came to know
he was dying to
call me his lifeline.
I witnessed a love,
nearly perfect.
My locality was
dancing under a special effect.
My soul was empty
and heart
full of doubt,
Over the rainfall
I ended up
choosing drought.
Pushed him away
was afraid of being healed,
Here I am,
Alone,
with my high shield.
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